PART I I like the way she looks like Sunday morning Calm
Waters rest When she says Take it slow
Motions Fluid in actuality Feel jerky Jagged
Edges of the bed Occupied By two people
One familiar with lust The other familiar with being terrified Of their emotions
Indifference Isn’t the right word For beings that feel Intensely
We care More than We would ever let on
I coax her Into my deft hands For a special moment In time We are standing still While the earth orbits Around two heavenly bodies Working together And apart To be something more
Synergistically Combine two broken Barely people To create a situation Where they both function Normally
“Tell me to stop if you want” In between kisses Placed on Collar bones
Silence Is the soundtrack Of our bodies going further Than our minds Advise
PART II I need to hear you Come
To my rescue
My only reason For breathing Is knowing I preform Well
Enough It’s over now
But god you look beautiful In the midst of all this Sin
Do you practice Non belief
Because I doubt you
Are Really here
I don’t feel you In the way that I want to
[I] Want you
PART III Tally marks Counting The days
Hours Minutes
Until Second place Takes me by the mind
And instability Crushes all hope Of a mediocre life With you
Gone
I wonder if My self reflections Seem like a pessimistic
Narcissist’s hobby
Stop me If my obsession with hindsight Threatens our future
PART IV You found someone With a mutually confused Perception
Because you like chaos As much as I Like You
Don’t Let him kiss you On the back of the neck
Because that is one part of The body you inhabit That we share
Equally
PART V The black Screen Matches those sneakers you once Wore
Nothing Suits what we Have
Everything Is distorted Except my image of you
Carved into a memory
That may have just been a dream
I died
Dreaming
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